Some pains never leave us—they grow with us, intertwining with who we are and shaping the very fabric of our being. This painting reflects on those moments in life that leave permanent marks. The girl, with her eyes closed, holds a quiet tension, her hands drawn close to her face as if to embrace the dark matter that winds up her arms like roots or strings. These marks, these threads, are both burden and foundation—reminders of pain, yes, but also of growth.

Even within the darkness, there is beauty. Her hair transforms into golden figures and vibrant flowers, symbols of resilience and hope. A colibri (hummingbird) hovers at her side, weightless and free, a small but powerful reminder that lightness can coexist with heaviness. Across her skin, the words ‘I am, I am, I am’ repeat—a whispered affirmation of existence, a quiet acceptance of all that she is: the pain, the beauty, the struggle, the becoming.

This painting was created with acrylics and inks, combining vibrant colors and intricate textures to bring the story to life. It measures 97 x 126 cm and is presented on a board framed in metal, giving it a bold yet elegant presence.

It is a deeply personal work, inspired by my own reflections on identity and transformation. Through it, I explore the question: How much can we change the pain that shaped us? Perhaps it’s less about erasing it and more about letting it transform into something meaningful, something beautiful.

This piece invites the viewer to sit with that tension—to see both fragility and strength as integral parts of the human experience.

This piece makes a striking focal point in spaces meant for reflection or connection. Consider hanging it in a living room, where its intricate details can draw viewers into its story, or in a bedroom, where its introspective energy can create a calming, contemplative atmosphere. It would also be a powerful addition to an office or creative studio, serving as a reminder of resilience and transformation. With its bold dimensions and metal frame, it’s best displayed on a clean, neutral wall where its colors and textures can truly stand out.